6:11 a.m.
I'm really dissapointed on you .
Darkness is around me , no one know this heart feeling .it's just blow up .
Even if they can, they won't understand . but i believe Jesus can .
My Body is Shaking , Full of Confuse and unidentify feeling .
I'm worried that someday he leave me alone . --"
How awful me , He's getting so far from my side .
I can't hear his voice , his breathe
well now i can solve this . I forgot about him . but still i could feel the pain .
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